My heart is heavy, I'm starting to know why. I realize this is the first time in two years that I am not doing the Easter play for the Lord. I know I am where he wants me, but I feel like I'm not. I don't feel like I am doing his work, and I'm starting to feel a little antsy. I was made to glorify him, and I don't feel like I've been given much chance to do that lately, and I'm starting to get tired of waiting. I have had many adventures in my life so far, and I am so ready to take on the one God has around the corner, it just seems to me that I'm walking a very long road to get there (and it’s uphill). But I know God’s timing is perfect, it’s just hard to hold on to sometimes. I have felt him move in my life before, and I’ve seen the results. Carol from church says that sometimes God uses the low valleys in our lives to show us something, or teach us something we can understand later on. I’m in the wilderness at a crossroads right now, and instead of trusting in God I’m trying to figure out where the path starts (or ends). I place my life in your hands Lord, I trust you to direct my sails. Bring me your peace Father, and lead me by still waters, send me where you want me, take me where you need me, and always be my strength. Amen
